Lost..!!!

Every one seems to be lost, busy doing their work ,but for me everytime i try move on , i try to be normal ,i try to forget about the disaster which shaterred everyone's life the frames of memories from past appears in front of my eyes.Still there is hope in some corner of my heartthat nothing had happened - some bad dream is going on
Their parents said us to stay in touch they saw their child in us.....but is it easy to look into the eyes of a mother searching for gem she had lost.is it easy to talk to the father whose ears wants to listen one word from his son....Sunday aseem & Anmol dad came to collect their belongings.....at that time i realised that it is not a dream we have to face the reality ...nd that is they had gone,far away from our reach...
I am pretending to be normal not only me but everyone is ...,
but are we?

Broken........

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived

Why always me............

why this world always seems to be asking strange questions frm me,
why always life treats me like a stranger
the lonelyness seems to be everywhere
behind every smiling face there is hidden sadness,....
bt i want to live each nd every second of my life.
i want to face all the problems thrown at me
nd want to say to them
that u r nt strng enough to stop me smiling.....
i dont want to loose the fight with time...
i dont want to loose the ray of light,,,,
if truth is sadness only then i want to face this truth
but i ll not give up till the last moment of my life....
nd want to smile till the end of my life........

Tribute

It's around 2 am & i found myself staring at the ceiling...
i cant sleep when i close my eyes i always found three faces smiling at me.,........
In dreams i saw the days, we shared together,
the days when we used to tease each other ,the days when we were togather.
I cant even imagine tht u are not with us.
I can't frget u ........


Gd night-
Gill,Dhand,Mani......
Miss u.
ADIOS

Lonely

People all around me
Friends and family
Always there
But not quite here

Everyday I'm surrounded by people
But it's not always that simple
I may lose myself in the crowd
But it's not always that loud

When they leave
And I'm alone
A sigh i heave
'Cause I'm alone

The loneliness creeps onto me
Like the shadow of the night
And I'm afraid to see
That I'm alone again tonight

Though it only seems present when I'm alone
It's actually there evry time of day
Whether in a crowd or alone i lay

How do i get over this despair?
How do i stop feeling lonely?
I don't want this life of solitaire
I just want some company

Why do i feel this?
I Have you here
But why does my heart ache
When you are so near?
I know,
I need more than just an hour a day
More than just a 'hello' or a 'hey'

You are here but not really here
You don't listen you only hear
Please listen, Please see
Please know that it's you I need

This loneliness is killing me
Isn't it killing you too?
All I need is a conversation
With who? Why of course you!